Hard days

Do you have a 4 year old? I almost do! Boy oh boy is she getting sassy!!!! Sassy mcsaster!!!! This girlie is pushing the limits and buttons like never before. Ohh how i love her and oh boy does she ever remind me of me!! Total extrovert! 100 percent.

This like girl was feisty from the moment she came into this world. Born early at 36 weeks and weighing in at 4.5 she had lungs that would break glass. I remember her first bath which was when she was at least 4 days old since we spent the first few days in a incubator getting oxygen. They finally told me I could bath her! I was so excited so nervous, like most first timers. or second timers. (Who I am kidding bathing a newborn is just nerve racking) Well she screamed so hard and arched her back and started kicking the water!!!! (Um she is suppose to be preemie and 4.5 pounds) I knew from that moment on God gave me a leader, a fighter, someone who will fight for what she wants! And boy does she ever!!

I started this post yesterday after a hard day with my girlie and today is another day of hard disciple and constant behavioural checks!! To be honest and spiritual hahah i like being spiritual often. God really does have soo much grace for my Annie girl ! When I want to pull my hair out and scream for help or call 911, bahahaha!! (right???) God gives me this gentle touch and reminds me of his grace and love for her. my responsibility as a mom and the depth of it!!! Its alot sometimes but today I am so very grateful for the lords touch!


my girl after her first bath:



my girl this week after bath!!!