Ekk, So I signed up for Boot Camp with a friend of mine Christa!! What was I thinking?
I was thinking it's time to make a change in my life in my body!!! Ha easier said then done. I have been trying to prepare my self by going to the gym doing Jillian's 30 day Shred. Truth is I feel so unprepared. I'm nervous the ladies will torture me. Yepp bootcamp Torture. You know the kind were your sweating like a gross cow ( do Cow's sweat) and trying to tell your self you can do it!! I'll probably pass out.
Excited!!! Nervous but excited. It will be hard work and I think I'am up for that. (Grin) Like I said in my last blog Rich and I are trying to make change for the better. Funny how guys change way faster than girls. (kinda annoyed) But I'm working. Working hard. Not eating after dinner watching my sugars and carbs working out every day. Esh! Tomorrow is weigh in day. It better be a good number or ill cry. I wont really, I'll just be so annoyed, I busted my butt this week!!!! We had Home group on Monday and there was all this yummy food and I wanted it so bad. But I kept telling my self "Lindsay there will be another party with more food, stay away from the kitchen!!!!" So I did and I left with my head high!
We can take control over our cravings. We can be better healthier people. I'll be honest I am such an emtional eater. When I'm sad, mad, happy, I want to celebrate it all with food. Its totally mind over matter. I have to talk my self down everyday. I have to tell my self I want to me healthy and in shape and able to keep up with my kids and food isnt that important. (Dont quote me on that the next time im filling my face at a party ok!!!)
Miles to go but miles closer than miles away!! haha I made that up!!!! I liked it!!!!
cheers to the yummy booster juice im drinking after my crazy workout.
Lindz
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