Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Dare I say "Stay at home mom"


Dare I say it. I Just said did, it was my title if you missed it. "I am just a stay at home mom." People ask me all the time. Usually, How old are you? Wow you have two kids and one on the way?? Sorry how old are you again? So three kids that's going to busy!!! (That's usually a statement) Ha. Yes Yes Yes all of the above Sparky!! Here is the stats: I am 26, I have two kids and one on the way, yes it will be busy, yes I am already tired and yes there will be many overwhelming days!!! MANY!! I have many now. Sometimes I really cant keep up. Its a lot if you look at it. I am young I haven't done tones of travelling, and there is tones and tones I dream of doing in my life but right now stay at home mom it is!!!! (big sigh) But to be honest I am sooooooooo fulfilled and soooooo happy!!!!! My kids were having a bath tonight and making the biggest mess and I will not lie sam I am I will not or could not lie to you sam!!! IT WAS A MESS. whole bathroom covered in water. Ah well!!! If you asked me 8 years ago if I would be a stay at home mom to two children at 26 with one on the way.I probably would have laughed I honestly had different plans. I thought for sure I would get married in my late 20's and have kids close to 30. That was my plan!!! Ha I love how God totally rocks our plans, turns them around shakes them up, hangs them outside down. I am living my dream without ever knowing this would be my dream. Walking into my 19 mth old's room to find poooooooohhhhh all over him his bed his toys his room!! Yepp still love it. Endlessly trying to teach my 4 year old to say pardon me instead of "WHATTTTT!!!!" Bahhhhh that one drives me bonkers!!! I am over it. Endless laundry, endless dishes and the list goes on. Sigh. I am sooo happy!! And so released to try and be the best stay at home mom I can be. I fail a lot of days but I am learning. There is few times I sit at home contently. I am a go go go girl . And lately God has really been teaching me to enjoy my home, enjoy my kids and my husband!!! I am really at peace in this stage and all its nutso days!!! I walked into pick up Annie from VBS today and was overwhelmed with joy at seeing all my mom friends and there wee ones. It truly is my community that keeps me going. for the millionth time I am Happy!!!!!!!! Cheers to loving the place God has me and to Stay at home mom's!!! You Rock!!!!! Lindz

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